I have an old suitcase that I purchased at an estate
sale. Estate sales make me
uncomfortable.
The idea of going through
another’s things after they have passed on makes me uneasy and reminds me that
I’m not here forever. I’m not sure what
attracted me to the suitcase. It is from
a day when things were made to last, has a silken, beige liner and a sturdy
Samsonite body and handle. I wonder
who it belonged to and the places it has traveled.
who it belonged to and the places it has traveled.
It sits in my living room as part of the décor now and no longer travels
abroad. Perhaps, I have it to remind me of other more
important things like the brevity of life and how I shouldn’t carry too much in
it if I expect to not wear myself out in the journey I am on these days.
How maybe I shouldn’t even have a bag at all
because there wouldn’t be anywhere to store those unnecessary things.
How I don’t need my suitcase because I’ve
given whatever I would have held onto to Christ.
So, with the New Year’s arrival, I am considering the
suitcase of my life and its accumulation of extra weight and why I have once
again held on to things that should have been let go. One of the weightiest items is regret. I am again reminded that I was never meant
to carry it. Yet, it is in my
suitcase. I’m leaving it behind because
hanging on to malignant regret and condemnation after Christ has forgiven it is
to deny the divine grace of Christ that is extended fresh and new every
morning.
If there is one thing I resolve to do this year, it is to
live every day in the knowledge of His love and mercy and to let go every day
of the disease of perfectionism. He is the cure.
Matthew
11:28 Come
to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn
from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your
souls. 30 For my yoke is easy, and my burden
is light.”
Hebrews
12:
1Therefore, since we have so great
a cloud of witnesses surrounding us, let us also lay aside every encumbrance
and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the
race that is set before us, 2fixing our eyes on Jesus, the
author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the
cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of
God.…
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